CHILL!

chill...d word i hear so frequently nowadayz 4m ho so ever i spk to, suri, guggs, shwe......al dat i do n all wot i say i get a word bak--CHILL!!!!!
well life has changed soo much n my adjustments to dese changes hav so not being d way dey shud hav been,school was awesum, i was as stupid but smarter dan d lot around me, heart still dominated head but it worked so well
now is a new world to enter n xplore now, new rules, new trends, and a new culture to understand, accept n follow...aaahhh..., ppl ho kno me say i hav changed a lot now n dat its 4 good however i so miss those dayz dat passed....now life is hell different,and dis quite obvious,problems strange,like handling a cold war in class or telling a fren its ok 4 sum others to not bhav well, to handle MISUNDERSTANDINGS and well see, nobody jugded u b4, now how u say, vot u say n wen u say all matters, ppl say dey trust u, dey dont, u say u trust dem and even u dun....as i stand here seeing all dat passing by so quickly, all i can do is wonder at d things n events n reactions to all dat happening around!
nothing affects any1 here, nor u nor vot matters to u, well it shudn to dose whm u dun kno but it sure must do to d 1s ho r supposedly ur frens, if u get angry, its ur problem, if u dun lik sumthng its ur damn problem again,u upset, handle it! u scared...toh? u cannot possibly xpect ny1 now to behave in a particular way! wot u say is not taken in as ur message now n d understanding dat helped ppl i knew kno my state of mind far b4 i spok vanished!dat is life! n dis may not be the complete picture but just a trailer of vot is to follows,u like it or u dun, doesn matter, u dun hav a choice in dat but yesu live it d way u wanmy life mite have seen changes and dose mite hav cum in lives of all of my frens, but dey r soo small before d 1s dat mite hav cum in d lives of well-jay in kota , of pranita in khadakpur n my poor lil guggs, in an all new country wid all strangers around, n my sweetheart all alone to handle d thngs, in collg too pp n ishu n joe (suri learnt it in kota) hav settled as hostellites n pgs amongst many others, and dey hav done so well, dey hav grown upand all of us will hav to continue, things will get introduced n hence shall seem different, u cannot stop d change so live it, tackle it patiently but first learn dis...'chill'
'Chill' is a word, dat annoyed me to a great xtent initially, it stood 4 sumthng so thanda, yaaa, sumthn so hollow, sensless n just so like a filler, wen u dun kno wot to say say chill but now i realise dis word roks! n i lik it for more dan 1 reason, 4 being so much sensible,yes sensible, 4 standing for d lines 'everythings gonna be alright' and even 'dun wory, be happy', i hav understood how do i take d word n give it a meaning and dat makes it such a pretty and smart word...so wen things n situations get messy, u dun kno vot is rite n vot not, chill! wen u get tired of d crap ppl around u r goin on wid, chill! wen u get misinterpretated n vot u dun wan, does happen chill!just chill!(thnks suri!)